Eighth =)
Eversince the day we met again, i cannot understand this feeling. i don’t know if its power trippin’ or not, but i felt secured when i’m with her. i really did thank God for that 1 special day with her.
i felt happy that time, cause we spend a lot of time hearing each other’s stories. and felt bad at the same time by hearing things that made me say like “wut d fuq?!”.
But 1 thing i know im sure of, and that’s i learned looking at the positive side of everything, how to be happy and how to love unconditionally. i know she dont feel the same way about me, i know there’s a lot who loves her, but i know myself, i love her so much more than anyone.
But i know God is there, God knows what is best for you, and if what im doing now is best for me then much better, if not, let me be with her for the rest of her life. that’s the only thing im thinking now. but to be honest, im trying to forget her. and im sure im nothing to her. im sure of that. so i just hope for her happiness. of course. im always here to support. i’ll always find ways to be with her, even if it kills me xD hehehe!
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You… again..
hey!, i know you’ll be ok. :) you have a lot of friends to support you.. take care of yourself. and never think of wasting your life. i’m sorry for the troubles i made, and i’m sorry for making you cry. this decision was not done by me. it was done by you… And because this is what you want, i’m trying my best to hide everything and be happy. i’m trying to move on now. i know you’re doing the same.
ito na ang huli kong post and message for you.. alam mo kung sino ka.. mahal na mahal kita… sobrang mahal.. pero ito ang gusto mo diba… yung mawala yung “tayo” yung mabaliwala tayo… i may sound bitter, but seriously no. sa totoo lang… kung sasabihin mo sakin ngaun na bumalik ako… alam ko babalik ako… pero alam ko di na mangyayari yun.. tama ba?.. i love you so much and if this is the path you chose then i must respect it and move on. diba?… di naman ako selfish para sarili ko lang isipin ko.. panu kung gs2 ko pa pero ayaw mo na diba? pangalawa na to eh… i believe in 2nd chance but not in 3rd chance anymore…
basta isipin mo… mahal na mahal kita… sana makahanap ka man ng bago, yun na yung tipong mamahalin mo ng buo, rerespetuhin mo at dapat ganun din ang gagawin sayo… nandito lang ako.. laging aalalay sayo.. hindi ako lalayo..
paalam ;/
You =)
Hey! I’ts been a month now and yeah my love still the same :)
Our 1st month happen with just a blink of an eye. and i really think it was way too fast. but my heart says it’s just enough. On this very day, the only thing i can promise you is i’ll be here for you until we grow old, until we forget our names, and until we reach heaven.
Hal, you always say you cannot go thru without me. just keep in mind, i’m not beside you when you’re growing old. you reached your age without me. don’t depend your life on me. but don’t worry. i always keep my promises. and part of my promise is not to leave your side.
Mahal ko, mamahalin kita hangga’t hahayaan mo akong mahalin ka. kuntento na ako sa kung anu meron tayo ngayon. hindi na ako naghahanap ng kung anu pa. siguro kasi sapat ka na eh :) mahal ko.. tigilan mo lagi pag iisip na iiwan kita. dahil hindi. wag ka matakot sa hinaharap.. tulad ng nabanggit mo kanina. dahil hal, hinding hindi naman mangyayari un.. ikaw ang nasa akin ngayon. ikaw prin sakin bukas. ang kahapon, tapos na. wala naman rewind diba ? :)
Basta lagi mo isipin, hanggang andito ako sa tabi mo, magiging magaan lahat ^_^
♥ -17- ♥
Day 07 - Picture that has the biggest impact to me..
This picture is a common picture with common faces. :) well it seems so. because a lot of my albums here in FB are with them. thats exactly the reason why this means a lot to me :)
LOCATION: AIRPORT
Story Behind this. My bestfriend will leave for good that time. :( and were incredibly sad this time. but we still manage to smile :). i dont know how. but we managed to and thats the most import thing. actually we met 8am at NCO. boke, lovely and sym went to NCO to fetch me and go rush to airport because riels flight is 12noon (im not sure tho). were running out of time because of the friggin traffic and we almost didnt make it. but luckily, we managed to make it! then took our last pictures complete. and that is the picture ive been telling you guys.
i really miss this gang. :) i really really miss all of you guys! if you guys only know … :(
Day 06 - Superhero ko!
Hmm. I dont have any superhero na naging idol ko since bata. aside kay dennis/kurama at kay gotenks! hahaha! nung bata ako pagnanonood ako ng dragon ball d ko inidol sila gokou gohan vegeta etc! pang gotenks lang ako! actually meron pa akong VHS nun dati eh. yung part lang ni gogeta at gotenks. hahaha!
bakit nga ba sila? d ko rin alam feeling ko kc ang astig nila! haha! kamehamewave! fusion! mga kababawan ko nung bata :)) lagi pa ko nakikipag fusion sa mga barkada ko nung bata! hahaha! kasi wla ako mgwa. idol nga eh! :)) pero ngaun na sumasabay sa uso…. green lantern na! ahahaha! joke lang. :)) captain america pwede rin!~ pero panalo parin c gotenks! isang kamehamewave lang patay yang DCC idols na yan! haha
About me
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.. ♦ =)
.. ♦ 20yrs old.
.. ♦ Working and enjoying it.
.. ♦ I smoke and i drink.
.. ♦ Sarcastic.
.. ♦ In love :)
.. ♦ Surely you can depend on.
.. ♦ hates fish.
.. ♦ loves veggie.
.. ♦ love my friends.
.. ♦ love my bebe love.
.. ♦ music lover.
.. ♦ coffee boy.
